Nineteen and I'm Just Like Me.
It's funny that i used to see 19-year-olds' as more adult-like than what i actually realised now. i'm still feelin seventeen. so am i gonna be affected that it's my last teen year? truthfully, i'm gettin that fact in my mind. i'll be like usual. living the days like normal. nothing is different, really. not until when i ponder about the number.
So i had the most chillest and lepak-est day ever on 17 February 2011. Woke up rather early like 8am. took the lappy and pinkbery on bed while hunting people to bring me out. unfortunately, they're all schooling. so it was just my lappy and me on the bed, till 3-ish pm. and i was still in the just-woke-up-state. haha terrible me. after the evening bathe, more chilling in front of the teevee while waiting for lil brother and parents to get home. mom came back with a cake while lil brother came back with my favourite bubble tea and surprised me with a huge 'fly-fly balloon'.
Oh. just on that day, i've decided never to have high hopes. seriously, that's what i dislike about myself. like what was i thinking, having high hopes when i'll only end up dissappointed most of the time.
Only yesterday night that i had a birthday dinner with the family. it was incomplete though. but we had a great time.
I am feeling happy right now. i am going to United Kingdom next month. thank you mom and dad! with the overwhelming happiness in me, i really gotta chill about it first and focus to revision for my exams. my plan for the week is, leave house early morning, go to coffee bean/library to study and go home at night. c'mon i gotta do score much better then i would feel that i deserve UK.