tell me bout it

Bloody hell.

i really really really abhor last minute cancellation of plans. ofcourse, it applies to those plans which i got excited for it but end up realising i got excited for nothing and it also applies to plans which i looked forward to but end up realising i expected too much and hence, i was actually looking forward to dissapointment. ughhhhh!

i should have known. i should have damn know them by now! geeeez why the hell did i expect them to keep to their words? i got excited for a minute but the next second, and truly the next second, my excitement was crushed. see why i don't like bubbles cos it pops! that pretty things gone in a split second. so now you're placing outsiders forward? damn fine! i just acquired that skill from you. don't blame me when you're blaming without realisation that actually you make me realise some vengeance come with a pretty good feeling. but my vengeance comes with a hope that you realise why i acted that way.