Wish Upon A Star

2011-12-29T02:09:00.003+08:00

2:10am right now. as usual, it's me and lil bro chilling in my room with our lappy.

FINALLY we get to meet. it has been so hard for us to set a date. i missed those few months when we managed to meet like every end of the month. hais, now we're busy bees. so we went to town intending to get my Dr Martens mary jane. having my savings already set aside for it, i had my hopes pretty high on finally owning a dr martens shoe today. unfortunately, it's sold out. damn. i had been eyeing for the dr martens mary jane for the longest time. if i can recall, i prolly had my eyes on it since secondary 3. that's like...4 years ago. i was utterly dissappointed. lesson learnt - grab what u like. yes.

then we headed to lucky plaza's ayam penyet ria(as usal) for lunch. and as usual, we had our favourite that is, their ikan lele. dayyyum. so yummy. and i had my usual drink, avocado juice. as parents love avocado drink as well, i had a cup takeaway for them. such dissappointment that they used avocado that's not fully ripe. no wonder it tasted bitter. haizzzzz. and it's damn ex. a small cup costs 4.20 bucks. it's too bitter that parents don't wanna drink. wanna make them happy by enjoying the avocado that i bought for them but it's...not appreciated. my previous trips there for their avocado juice wasn't bad though.

we catched up on a lot of things. i'm missing her already haha. mm i'm thinking if i should sleep over her place before school re-opens. ughh but my projects are not done, STILL. so much for me planning to finish all projects by last friday. fail terribly. so now my plan is, thursday and friday, deal with divorce project followed by wills project on saturday and sunday. monday, since it's the last day of break, prolly i should stay in bed the whole day. hehehe.

2011-12-22T19:04:00.001+08:00

LAW CHRISTMAS NIGHT

16 December 2011

wasn't that much of a success, i thought

2011-12-14T17:22:00.003+08:00

So internship done, indonesia trip done, fever recovered, school work catch-up pretty much done and now despite in the midst of dealing with internship report, i've got a few minutes to blog.

HEHEHEHEHE. i am super delighted that the close to 3 months of misery is finally over. never knew i could survive and pull through. so it's a well done me though they don't rate me pass with commendation, heck i'm cool with it cos i don't expect pass with commendation anyway. what's important, it's over with a pass. my sip is the regret of my life.

Just a few hours after the end of internship, i calmed myself by going for a family getaway to Indonesia. yeah i actually asked my mom that i seriously need a holiday after internship to keep me sane. hehe thanks mom and dad! 5 days 4 nights to bandung and puncak. bandung is a shopping heaven! there are lots of factory outlets and they are like...just a stone throw away from each other. bought lots of branded stuffs at an awesome mind-blowing deal. besides shopping, we went to 2 non-active volcanoes. the place stincks la basically because of the strong smell of sulphur and some other mixture. we also went to an indoor theme park. and last day of our holiday was spent chilling at puncak. oh and you know what, we were like artists there. whenever and wherever, the moment we alight from our van, lots of sales people surrounded us. i learnt patience and ignorance. i was disturbed by them whey they kept urging me to buy and even tailing me. i was pretty shocked that even in the jakarta airport transit area, i was approached by a salesman. anyhow onlaye he. but i would still love to go bandung again for shopping.

before i get back to my internship report, you know when u have a rare golden chance and it just flew past after seconds and you didn't manage to do what you planned to do, it sucks.

2011-09-26T20:41:00.001+08:00

EXTREMELY SAD AND MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED!

2011-09-18T22:47:00.003+08:00

On 17th September 2011, it was Fine & Wadeva's jalan raya date for year 2011.2 of us can't make it this year. still, yeah you might be thinking like whuttt...it's just a few of us jalan raya-ing. but hey, what's the need for many peeps for a jalan raya. it's like...quality over quantity. we're so close and we're so comfortable with each other. we regarded that date more like a hangout and catch up session. not a need to travel to a lot of houses. but it is a need to chillout. just a simple jalan raya which only us can treasure the quality of it.

Now, the thought of a new week in a few hours time is sucha turn off! haizzzz....Allah please bless me and help me!

I AM A HUMAN AND HUMAN MAKE MISTAKES. PERIOD.

2011-09-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

So yeah. last sunday, i met up with my primary school clique. kamaliah's brother got married and kamaliah was so sweet and thoughtful to send invitation cards to the clique. sucha bummer syazwani can't make it which hence, there weren't all four of us. fathimah and i decided to cabbed from tampines all the way to bukit panjang. that's fo' sure, was my furthest ever cab ride. reached there at a wrong timing cos we just missed kamaliah's silat performance. the fact that we know kamaliah has been in silat since primary school yet we haven't got the chance to see her perform, even till now, that is sad. had a good afternoon chatting and having a lil catch up. oh we also met up with kamaliah's sister and dad. so good to see them again after years. and i realised the trend that we have been meeting up ONLY once a year. whuuuttt. all due to our busy schedule and some parents being overprotective.

Oh hey, today is the first day of my internship! well, i am not gonna blog about my internship due to confidentiality's sake. wish me all the best for my internship!

2011-09-10T23:07:00.005+08:00

This year raya marked the boring-est raya so far. all because parents siblings don't plan to go raya visitings together. i hope it does not happen again cos, the more the merrier ain't it?

I gotta say, i have no regrets about joining Law Inc Exco. no doubt. we had successfully organised Law Arts Night that was held on September 7. it was an awesome night and everyone had a blast fo' sure! it didn't happen for the past 2 years since i'm in TP. so having a come-back of Law Arts Night was great. well that also means that this year's Law Inc Exco consists of awesome peeps. oh yes we are! heheee.

REHEARSAL

LAW INC EXCO (Girls)

Following Law Arts Night, the next 3 days was fun-filling too! 3LO2 class chalet. not all were present though but most of em attended so all's good. first night was awesome. had bbq and ms cyntha joined us. surprised her with a huge card, egg tarts and cookies that were baked by us for her, the person who always bake for us. hahaha. sweeeeet! ofcourse, no one expect to sleep during a chalet. like duhhh. we went for a midnight movie that ended around 2-ish am. when we returned back to the chalet, some of em were dancing to the xbox360 dance game (shucks i forgot the name of that game). well, i just watched! played it while waiting for 4am for MacD breakfast! haha. came back to the chalet after breakfast and it was 6am already. only then, i went to sleep. 4 girls on a single bed! neither of us had a good sleep. i was like half asleep all the time. most of us woke up arnd 12pm and we watched movies in the chalet till everyone woke up and we're off to lunch. returned back for xbox360 dance game again! haha well, this time i danced for 2 songs and did terrible though i won for one of em. haha. and the rest of the day was great. only a few stayed for another night. me folks fetched me at midnight cos...well i seriously don't get it why i wasn't allowed to stay over. whatever. but i missed my bed and am in need of a good sleep, which i had! now, i love my 3L02 class!

I shall go get ready now to meet my primary school clique!

2011-08-29T23:53:00.003+08:00

Bye August!

OH YEAH, BYE BYE AUGUST! it's unpleasant (life) but yes, it was good (holy month). hmmm.

After being so stressed up and downright sad on 18th August 2011, i am very blessed to have spent the rest of that day with my FINE & WADEVAS. they totally made my day. they really made me forget about the sad thing that happened just before i met them. they successfully turned my frown to a wide smile. i love them!

so the rest of my august 2011 wasn't fruitful. bad module results and such. haizzzz. i am currently taking a break from revising criminal procedure. here's the sad news - i must study on the eve of raya and on raya itself to prepare for my crim pro exam which is on the second day of raya. WHUT.

2011-08-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

First-Half of August 2011

This august has neither been fruitful nor smooth-flowing. subjects which definitely are tougher by million times, a subject which does not make sense, challenging tests and other what nots. it worries me. cos the fact that this is sem 3.1 and with much importance it has, unfortunately i forsee dissappointing grades which i think, will bring down my low gpa to a lower gpa. sucha bummer. it worries me. really.

then i had the usual thing at E.L. just now. something terrible happened. something terrible that happened on the road. u figure it out. i cant deny that it made me a lil traumatised when i'm on the road. end of the day, Alahmdullillah. i am just fine. Oh! sitting for my 2nd exam in 2 days time! i really really really and i can say really for million times cos i am seriously serious about it. i MUST pass! A MUST PASS! God, must help me! please.

2011-07-31T12:50:00.002+08:00

With technology, there's no barriers. thanks to twitter and facebook especially. everyone ought to be aware of this. if u intend to conceal anything from my knowledge, u should be smart to ensure that. cos when u fail to do so, it hurts when i manage to have knowledge bout it. how can you not be aware that i read your tweets! you should never tweet anything with regards to stuffs that you don't intend to let me know. it's really disturbing when i found it out myself that u don't appreciate me when i damn appreciate you like mad. again, it all brings back to this quote "treat others the way you want to be treated". LIES.

2011-07-29T23:44:00.003+08:00

Deteriorated!

Finally, haz, shaz, ver and me had lunch with Miss Cynthia! it was goooood!

anyhow, i shall blog about my napfa test while waiting for my hair to dry.

So i had my napfa test just now. i did plan to train myself a few days before napfa day but thinking that i would most prolly might start my actual napfa with strain muscles, considering the much regrettable fact that i did not exercise for the past 3 years, i did no preparation.

i was pretty much confident that i could pass. i believed i could when i recalled my napfa results during secondary school. they're all good as i scored either gold or silver. but i did have doubts about my standing broad jump and sit and reach. i totally remembered that i only had problems with that two stations. so when i did all the five stations, i was glad that i passed all of them. yeay me. cos you know, 1 fail means all fail. hence the risk of failing 1, just 1, is THAT huge ass! so after passing all 5 stations, it's time for 2.4. honestly i don't doubt myself in this. i'm not even nervous when it comes to 2.4! i found myself starting at the way back of the lot of girls. damn. should have gone all the way to the front! i was positive that if i keep jogging non-stop, i could pass. so i did that. but how foolish of me to not keep in mind that my stamina definitely has deteriorated since i didn't exercise for 3 freaking years and i have gone unhealthier! i even ran without a looking at the time cos as i've mentioned, i was positive that if i jog non-stop, i could pass. hell no! when i sprtinted towards the finishing line, the damn guy told me 18 minutes already. i was like freakkkkkkkkkkk dammmiittttt! i should totally be smart to get a damn watch and keep track of the time! i freaking know i can pass it! c'mon mayne, i believe i can!!!!!

then i learned that my passed 5 stations are gone just because of 1 or 2 minutes of 2.4! freaking huge ass right?!?!?! how on earth can izyan fail her napfa?!!! i totally judge my stamina and my health! i am so sad right now! :'(

and i foolishly told my elder bro about it. how dumb am i? i'm already feeling pissed with myself yet he totally rub it in and i felt damn dissapointed with myself. that elder bro ahhh...really cannot be relied upon to make me feel better even a bit! i hope he goes NS pronto and get the angstiest sirs!

2011-07-28T23:03:00.003+08:00

My initial plan is to blog about someone. but ughhhh mum just had to break my train of thoughts and destroys my mood. now my annoyed mood doesn't go along with my initial plan. haizzzzzz...shall do about that other times then.

well today, i was pretty much lost during mloct lesson. not like i wasn't lost for other mloct lessons but just now was really confusing. someone's attitude makes me perceive that she choose not to return my favour to her. sadded. haizzzzzz see why i don't 100% believe in "treating others the way you want to be treated". but i do practice it. idkkkk...i am just....kind like that! whenever mloct lessons ended, i feel freedom gushing in. hahaha. i felt great that after having a terrible mloct lesson, i had a movie date with the movie-goers. we watched bridesmaid! awesome and it made up my unpleasant morning. so all's pretty fine. basically, that's bout my wednesday.

oh! we're still cold with each other. c'mon mayne, you are the obvious appropriate person to chill the situation. when are you gonna take a step forward huh? SERIOUSLY??!!!!

i am an emo kid. i can totally feel it in me. i choose to doubt it so hard but i personally know that it's overwhelming. see it's hard to deny and lie to myself. but no matter what, i fail to portray it. i appear all cool.....just so i could SURVIVE.

2011-07-24T23:32:00.003+08:00

Bloody hell.

i really really really abhor last minute cancellation of plans. ofcourse, it applies to those plans which i got excited for it but end up realising i got excited for nothing and it also applies to plans which i looked forward to but end up realising i expected too much and hence, i was actually looking forward to dissapointment. ughhhhh!

i should have known. i should have damn know them by now! geeeez why the hell did i expect them to keep to their words? i got excited for a minute but the next second, and truly the next second, my excitement was crushed. see why i don't like bubbles cos it pops! that pretty things gone in a split second. so now you're placing outsiders forward? damn fine! i just acquired that skill from you. don't blame me when you're blaming without realisation that actually you make me realise some vengeance come with a pretty good feeling. but my vengeance comes with a hope that you realise why i acted that way.

2011-07-17T23:25:00.005+08:00

Things I Do In Law Inc

After monday's crim pro submission, much time were focused on Law Inc. specifically, investiture. i get on doing the banner on monday night and managed to transform a white plain 2m cloth into an awesome banner by thursday night, or i could say 3am on friday morning. check it out! by your's truly.

on wednesday, i went shopping for a roman-ish white toga dress with some law inc peeps. we also went all the way to plaza singapura till like 10 pm to shop other props. on thursaday, oh it was an awesome thursday. went to supreme court in the morning and we had a try out of a criminal trial. get to see pictures of gross and gruesome evidences of real murder case. imagine looking at clear pictures of brain in the head, blood, cuts, blue blacks and such. a priviledge ayeee! right after my court visit, head back to tampines for harry potter and the deathly hallows part 2 with poly mates. damn awesome. but after the movie, i bet everyone were like thinking so what's next? sad to realise that there is no next harry potter movie to look forward to. so after the movie, i went home to change my formal wear to smart casual for yet again, another harry potter and the deathly hallows part 2! but this time, with law inc peeps who were lucky to get invitation from a law firm! we got free tix, coke and popcorn. so shiok! so yeah.... my thursday was going great till something epic yet blessed, happened that almost turned my great thursday around. but really, alhamdullillah, nothing serious happened and all's good!

on friday, it was finally Law Investiture. each of the excos has put in a whole lot of effort into preparing for the event and make the event a success. i did the banner, vines and such and i'm so proud of the banner. hehehehhe. all the excos looked great in our white clothing.

i feel great to be part of the law inc exco. i get to build up my friendship, met new friends, plan an event and feel important and appreciated, get exclusives such as getting free harry potter tix! hehehehehe all's good!

2011-07-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

The End.

The whole thing was epic. I joined with a high level of uncertainty. but still gave myself a chance. no hey. in fact, i gave myself chances. cos my determination level fluctuated throughout the whole journey. close to the end of my that journey, it just decreased. and continues to decrease to a very low level. since then, it never went up. that's when i've decided. to leave for i know it's not gonna work, for me. top of everything, life lesson learnt. ignoring, all shits.

2011-07-03T19:12:00.003+08:00

Main Comm yo!

1st Law Inc event for the main comm - PG Seminar.

Hmmmm yes, a random post i realised.

2011-07-01T15:32:00.002+08:00

FINALLLAAAYYYEEE YEAY YEAY YEAY

No doubt, i bugged them like a bugger. but hey, i am not annoying them. it's simply expressing to them my keenness. oh and another law firm, after weeks of waiting for their call, finally called me for an interview at the last minute. then it was money, which is a lot higher, plus better location VS the firm which i have been bugging for days. but since i took days bugging them and i finally got offered a place, i decided to choose the latter. so all's good. which also means, i finally got a law firm for my internship. so glad that i got into a law firm and also, there's Jaspreet. 2 of us interns. i was so emo mix with depression and mix with worries before this mayne. hehehe i feel safe and secured now!

2011-06-29T21:56:00.002+08:00

Nothing has been on my side, still

i'm gettin all depressed by all these shit

please,

can i be happy, feel blessed and feel lucky

for a whole full 24 hours, at least?!

2011-06-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

SERUIOUSLY. WHY IS EVERYTHING NOT GOOD.

I'm getting so fed-up with almost everything. seems like everything is not working MY way. i thought everything will be fine. i thought i'm suitable. i thought i would appear more appealing than some. i thought i will never worry about this. i thought i wouldn't end up like this. why? seriously, why! i know my slim chance with some and i know my chance with some others. i could accept justifiable rejections but rejections which i don't get as to why, is not acceptable but since it's the fact, i have to accept it soon and move on.

AND what about good days will come? show me mayne!

2011-06-21T21:46:00.003+08:00

Like getting into a class without any of my clique with me, for two years, is not bad enough, cos now, luck got me into a not so good group for mloct project. haizzzz seriously i can almost confirm that i don't have awesome luck. i don't even remember some instances where i feel so blessed and extremely happy. all's not great. and hey, i'm not an emo kid. i just...have acceptable reasons for saying that i'm a lot of bad luck, if only you knew.

oh crap. i have yet to bring some news over to some peeps. i have to do this soon. sooner the better. i hope all will go smoothly and just fine. haizzzzz...yet again a case of not so good luck.

well, okay i shall tell myself to cheer up cos no one will as they don't know. izyan, at least you've received internship application replies today. from two law firms samore! hehee. that makes 3 interviews for me this week! InsyaAllah, God will give me the best place for my internship. heck about the 1 previous place that rejected me. hmmppph.

2011-06-20T17:40:00.003+08:00

Nobody think of being in my shoes.

On 17th June 2011, i felt so down. way way down. I believe i could make it and was confident bout by guts but it turned out that my guts cheated on me. I was damn dissapointed with myself for i have let myself down and definitely daddy felt sad for me (even if he acted all okay). Daddy still supports me and encourage me to go for IT. Thanks daddy. I didn't make it a public news or something huge. But those closed ones will know bout it. And i'm thankful for their encouragement. well, some of em somehow gotta know bout IT and dammit, they're not helping that's why i choose not to tell em. InsyaAllah, the next time round, there will be good news to share!

now about SIP. freak. i'm getting so worried by the day. believe it, that till date, i have sent out 19 applications. only 3 replied me. and i have not secure a place yet! is that ridiculous or whut. i dont get why that i sucked at things that has relation to work. no doubt! and come on, i'm hardworking okay! i definitely am suitable! haizzzzz....can a law firm just hire me pronto!

So yesterday was Father's Day. Just like Dad's birthday, the two brothers aren't home. pfffffffttttt. Dad had work yesterday(yes, sunday) and he came back home in the evening. At night, the brothers aren't home and mama was busy with her work. Dad made an impromptu decision to bring me out to ikea. hehehe he knows that i like to walk-walk-see-see at ikea. so it was just dad and me night out. we didn't plan to buy anything. but dad decided to buy me 1 of those executive chair. and i'm sitting like a boss on that chair right now. hehehe. besides that, we got ourselves a few other stuffs from ikea. back home, mama was like why do you buy her a chair...she already has one. hahaha yeah now mama wanna feel like a boss on that chair too.

Ayah & his Princess

2011-06-14T00:14:00.004+08:00

I. MISS. BLOGGING.
So. i haven't been blogging. and i don't like it. this blog has to stay alive. it will.
i shall just blog about some highlights that must be in here.

Her farewell.

she's gonna be busy with her MP dealings hence she resigned from TP. almost everyone in Law gonna miss her.she's awesome. a good lecturer fo' sure. honestly, i questioned myself when i watched her rally speeches. i was blown away by her style of talking. i could say she has a different personality when she's in school. haha cos she's rollin with kids when she's in school. oh and she mentioned to me about once when she met me at promenade. i was like thinking and thinking, then i went ohh yeahhh. damn i had to recall. hence she has good memory, even those lil stuffs, she remembers. heheee. i will always remember her giving me an A for my individual essay on family law. hehehe.

My mind is very much occupied with SIP. i'm gettin worried as days passed without a reply from law firms. bummer. till date, i've applied to 14 law firms but yet, only 1 called me up for an interview. oh okay, i just received another reply. but hey, still that's 2 out of 14.

i actually had my first interview yesterday. the law firm is situated at an awesome area, high-rise building and high floor. the view from the 58th floor is magnificent. i went in the interview room and enjoyed the birds-eye view while waiting for the interviewer. overlooking the Singapore River, Clark Quay, City Hall, Raffles Place and Bugis. i wondered if i can spot my block. hahahaha. the interview went okay. i was nervous like duhh. i guess how bad i want to intern at that firm is....9/10. since most prolly i'll be assigned to litigation instead of the areas that i want which are conveyancing law and family law. if i consider the fact that i have no other firms calling me and also considering the awesome view from the law firm, i want to be chosen like 10/10! heheheee.

2011-05-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

Despite having lots of schoolwork lined up for me to do tonight, i just had to blog about something. what more if my sad mixed with guilty and a lil part of confused feeling right now is highly overwhelming like a terrible volcano eruption. ouch, my heart hurts. fo' real. you know when you feel something really emotional that you feel your heart is tight and you have to breath in harder than usual. i did cry so, dammit my heart feels so tight right now as i'm trying to battle this emotional shit. so well....

Dad just dropped a BOMB on me. It hit me hard.

*Breaths in and out calmly* i really need that before i start blogging bout it. since mom and dad knew about my involvement in it, i have been having cold relationship with them. basically, i know i'm stuck between my folks and them. folks- totally disagree. them- managed to impress me that they're helping me to suceed in life, no doubt. oh, they are persistent in making sure i stay on their track. me- already am a confused girl, i am even more confused ever since i'm faced with this. at one moment, i'm all into it and determined to go all the way, meaning on their side. at another moment, i'm totally opposite, meaning on my folks side. it's been about 2 months by the way.

so what's my stand? initially i was skeptical. unbelievable that i'd ever end up facing this. i decided to give myself a chance to listen and try it out. i received motivational talks and advice from them. tons of those. they're excellent. i even believe that i could suceed like those honourable leaders there. i know it's a good thing and it does teach me useful life values. my mind was totally into it and i was very determined to have patience in facing rejections. and ahh rejections. there's a lot of that too. from 2 persons only. mom and dad. eventhough rejections coming from only 2 of them, their power was over-the-top. rejection i'm referring doesn't include rejections from 3rd party because i can live up with rejections from 3rd party. at the end of the day, i was doing everything they asked me to, without the knowledge of my folks. it wasn't pleasant living like that for about 2 months. it was a struggle of patience.

what just happened was, as dad entered my room and judging by the way he acts and asked questions, i have this oh-no-something-not-pretty-gonna happen thought. that sense just came by me naturally. hey why didn't i run away just now?!! anyway, true enough, he started his emotional talk soon later. and when dad talks to me in that slow loving yet strong in emotion and seriousness, i will without doubt, feel helpless. that's just how i am. somehow dad has this talent and power of psycho-ing my mind. i can't help it. i never can. once in a blue moon, dad did that to me. i can't control my emotions and i naturally would break down as i thought deeply about his message. i'm not strong enough to even face him while he's talking what more looking into his eyes and absorbing the message he's bringing forward. hence, i back face him. i was listening still. he goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on. he totally made me change my mind. now, i hope i remain having that mind set and not being confused. also considering the fact that i want to end what i have been living up for the past 2 months. i can't hold this mixed stand no more.

so you see, my dad's power totally dominate over their influence. not sayin they gave me bad influence or such. totally not! they're good people! but i believe that everyone should know that different people have different life story. everyone must know this. i never have any intention to hurt anyone's feeling. i really appreciate what they had gave me. from the appointments, transport help, chocolate, income and the list goes on. and ahh damn, i can never repay them. i am feeling terribly guilty towards them. oh no! how am i going to break this terrible news to them in like 2 days time. i really hope i'm strong enough to break the bad news to them. i don't want them to have any negative impression on me when i gave them this shit. just so they know, i've tried, really hard.

DON'T EVER ASK ME WHAT THE 'IT' or 'THEY' REFERS TO. I INTEND TO MAKE THE WORDS VAGUE. YOU'LL MAKE ME SAD IF YOU ASK ME ABOUT THIS OKAY.

2011-04-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT AGE!

Everyone Must Treat Others The Way They Want To Be Treated!

Period!

2011-04-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

Last weekend was well spent with my family. 3 days 2 nights at KL, Sunway Lagoon. i really do appreciate time spent together with my 2 brothers at Sunway Lagoon since we don't hangout. you know like, siblings time. basically, ATV ride was under expectation. like come on dudes, nothing bout ATV without mud or dirt! hahaha it's some get dirty kind of sport fyi. we skipped bungy jumping cos it's not worth it considering how low the height is for bungy jumping, it won't be extremely thrilling. flying fox was again, under expectation. i can't deny that i was slightly trembled when i was up there, looking down and knowing it's 9 story high. but when i jumped off, i was like... errrr, not as thrilling as what i had expectected. what we know is, FlowRider top it all. we're FlowRider virgins so we're beginners in this. only get to surf on bodyboards. i will go sentosa FlowRider i tell you! hahaha. we also went ice skating and lil bro's a virigin in that but he got the hang of it and now he wants to go to kallang's ice skating ring. bottomline, i wouldn't go Sunway Lagoon anymore. if there's only 1 lame roller coaster, it's not cut out to be called a theme park!

Senior Year!

Today marked the first day of Senior Year. Sounds so good! but truthfully, i'm scared to graduate and leave poly life. cos that means, i have to face huge dilemma to decide my future. wish me all the best for my final year!

2011-04-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

NOT GOOD. THIS IS NOT GOOD AT ALL. I NEED TO BE LECTURED. BUT...still..

2011-04-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

OH AM GEEEEE. i can feel my skin so think now. i never thought i might be dealing with this. i never planned to deal with this. i never thought i could give myself a chance in this. oh why am i still questioning myself. so i've been involved in a business company for a few weeks already. no doubt, it was a challenge. like really! it was tough for me. business line never once crossed my mind. i thought i had nothing to loose so why not give this a try. also considering the fact that i'm not tied down with anything currently. 2 hands are required to clap. i am not the problem. hahaha. at least i think that most of the problem lies with my surroundings. that's just what i thought lah okay. i pondered why i am still involved though i'm dissapointed that i have not done the major requirement of this thing YET. seriously, i wow-ed that i still am doing this. it's just...."give yourself a chance" thingy. besides, DRIVE is in me though it's not a huge portion. i've nothing to loose, still. i attained knowledge as i went for training. like good life skills and such. what i need pronto is, mom dad and everyone i approach to give me your support. like puh-lease! i believe that once i'm up there, my story will be an inspiration.

2011-04-05T15:53:00.011+08:00

* I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I CAN'T MAKE IT NICELY INTO PARAGRAPHS :(* Finally, some time set aside to blog about my awesome United Kingdom trip. now since i've got all the time, i want to blog on a day-by-day basis. hey, it's precious memories. 21st March 2011, Monday. Singapore to London Heathrow It's normal to find it hard to sleep the night before your flight cos of your overwhelming eagerness to get out of singapore. i prolly had 3 hours of sleep after doing last minute packing. only dad and lil brother sent me off. reached termianl 3 at 7am and about an hour later, goodbyes to family and singapore. i supposed my luggage weighs the lightest - 9-ish kg! i was expecting more from the airbus A380 cos it's the biggest singapore airline. oh and it was my first time flying a SQ! but the flight experience was somewhat like Etihad Airways. nontheless, SQ has better movies and entertainments on board. it's crucial considering the fact that we're on air for 14 hours! longest i've been on board an airplane. Arrived at London Heathrow in the afternoon. the cold weather of about 13 degree celsius excite me (Spring time in UK). heheee. dropped by Winchester to checkout the beautiful street before making our way to Travelodge at Southampton. pretty budget place but oh well, it's just for sleeping in a night. Roomie - Shah! 22nd March 2011, Tuesday. Southampton Woke up at 7.30am and brought out all our stuffs to the coach again. smoke coming out from our mouths amused me. hahaha. off to the University of Southampton for a morning talk. did like a jury trial about a criminal case. we don't have a jury system in singapore so i'd say it's a good activity. overall, i like the University of Southampton bacause it's surrounding is great with lakes, beautiful green grass, ducks and such. really nice place and the study life there is good. but i find the accommodation location is a tiring walk from the campus. After the tour around campus, we dropped by Stonehenge before making our way to Bristol. so cool to see one of the wonders of the world! Travelodge for the night again. 23rd March 2011, Wednesday Bristol Bristol was so cold that i caught a flu there. i was shivering the night in Bristol! left travelodge in the morning as usual and went to the University of Bristol. University of Bristol is a so so so pretty place! the school's buildings are castle-like, even their accommodation. i felt like i was in Hogwarts, fo' real! both exterior and interior architecture are amazing. you gotta checkout the pictures in FB! nothing about witchcraft or wizardry though! hahaha. had morning talk again followed by a super tiring tour around the campus. no kidding, the campus is damn huge! it's like the whole area of simei makes up University of Bristol. i'd totally would like to study in 'Hogwarts'. After the tour, went shopping and had delicious indian cuisine lunch at Bath. then we're off to Leicester. journeys are as great because you'll get to see huge area of green fields, sheeps and horses! how naise. Travelodge for the night again. Standard has increased though. 24th March 2011, Thursday. Leicester Packed luggage and we're off in the morning. talk and tour at the University of Leicester. it has more modern kind of buildings and surroundings. attend an actual lecture which truthfully, was boring. after tour, headed to Stratford-Upon-Avon. shopping and dinner then spent the night at yet again another Travelodge. 25th March 2011, Friday. Warwick & Stratford-Upon-Avon Morning talk at the University of Warwick. pretty bored. nothing's different for the tour too. prolly cos it's morning and i was still sleepy. afterwhich, we visited the Warwick Castle. it's like a fairytale castle! with spiral steps, beautiful scenery and such. we had to climb 530 steep spiral steps in that huge castle. completely exhausted! in the evening we had a tour of Shakespeare's town like his birthplace and life story. i wasn't so interested though. not a huge fan of literature. 26th March 2011, Saturday. Oxford Made our way to Oxford. visited Christ Church College. kids who school there must be among the luckiest kids! the architecture of the buildings are amazing. it's great to know i've stepped onto the grouds of some scenes from Harry Potter that were shot there. like the grand dining hall and stairs. so awesome. we took the underground subway to go shopping. believe me, i appreciate singapore's train a lot. also, get to see non-violece protests there. a total no-no sight in singapore. 27th-30th March 2011 , Sunday London Finally, tour of London! London is the coldest among others. like whut 4 degree celsius at night and lower than 10 degree celsius at daytime. anyhow, visited the Tower of London. London Bridge is definitely not falling down. seriously who in the world invented that kid song. also visited Buckingham Palace and we got to see the parade! other places too like The Royal Courts of Justice (but we didn't get to sit for a criminal trial!), Hogan Lovells law firm, watched a damn awesome musical - Wicked, a history museum (not so interested in this) and ofcourse, more shopping at Primark, some huge shopping mall and street shops to finish up the pounds (i still have like 20 pounds with me now -.-) came back with my luggage weight increased by 3kg to 12kg. sadly, my weight increased the same rate! omg! but i expected it lah since i really ate a lot there! Pictures up at FB. i miss UK so much and i definitely would like to go London again in the future. The aftermath of UK trip - Unpleasant Jet Lagg! oh, my folks actually gave me the approval to further my studies in UK.

2011-03-20T01:18:00.002+08:00

I was so damn tired before 12am. Now it's 1.20am and i am awake. so, i'll blog!

anyhow, i went training alone just now, without aishah. oh and i don't know what's gotten into me in the morning. i clocked myself an hour earlier. so i had to waste an hour at bugis, walking along shut doors. after training, had lunch with some peeps then i'm back to office, preparing for my appointment.

it was my first appointment so i was excited and initially i was dead nervous. when i soon got sleepy considering the fact i had lack of sleep the night before, i wasn't nervous during the appointment cos i was focusing much on appearing awake in front of customers. but i yawned countless times before the appointment. dammit.

yeah so, appointment! went there with him and eventhough we didn't get to sell anything, it was a rather interesting appointment. he did a great job. and i'm just like, yepp, nod, yeah, nod, nod. quite sad i didn't get to sell anything but what's important is, the customer knows what's it about. but really ah. she should get like at least something cos i think she will be satisfied with the stuff considering some of her concerns like aches and time. hopefully hopefully, i got referrel from there and hopefully hopefully, she buys something. like a miracle. truthfully, i feel motivated to fix appointment. ofcourse not from folks or relatives cos it's screwed currently. sad. i'm aiming for a few so i am hoping to get appointments and close some sales pronto!

so let's countdown towards me being in a chilly weather. hehe. since it's past midnight, i'm flying off tomorrow morning! i am excitedly excited. hehe. my luggage is 60% done. oh and while packing i dropped my primary school's graduation mug and it broke to pieces! so sad and wasted ah! haizzz. then i dont know why a drama-thing came in my mind. like you know something breaks, means it's a sign. usually bad but, i thought it was a good sign. the next sec, i thought wth i'm thinking. nonetheless, i test the sign. damn, it's true. so cool. okay now, i believe this drama-thing. hahahhahah lol.

i dont know what's my plan for sunday. hopefully i get to fix at least 1 last minute appointment. like i am begging that i will get an appointment tmr! puh-lease! then i also need to buy flats, cardigan and some small stuffs for UK! last minute packing, i know. cos i'm a procrastinator in packing too!

2011-03-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE HELL IS IN YOUR OUTDATED MIND AH.

I AM DAMN ANGSTY SINCE LAST WEEK.

I DON'T SHOW BUT REALLY I AM DAMN PISSED.

2011-03-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

A lot of things have been going on since i last blogged. i prolly wouldn't be blogging this right now if not for the sake of ranting out my anger.

so holidays are here and hence, i started hunting for a part-time job after my last paper. it would be easier to find a part-time job if i could commit more than a month. but i cannot work while studying. besides, i want to fill my time by gaining work experience and well, earn ka-chings at the same time. so when i found this flexible job, i was like, On. called up aishah to try out this job too. she was also, On. so we went to the interviews and job tranings. okay i bet ya'll will think this is out-of-the-norm kinda job if you were to ask me what job this is. truthfully in the beginning, my mindset was that this is not my cup of tea. also, i know my parents mindset are a no no to this. but with the things i know from the job, i am interested to try this out. i AM interested and want to gain this kind of experience. damn unfortunate, the problem lies on the huge important hurdle of the job. the first step of the job, that is. my parents.

before telling mom dad about this thing that i wish to deal with, i already know they will hesitate in allowing me to do it. but whatever it is, it is the first step of this job so i heck what they will think and told them about it and seek for their approval and support. then it was like dammit. it hit me hard. they were so against this and nag nag nag. i stood there like, oh damn that's it. so really i was crushed and told myself, okay quite this thing. and for the next few days i wasn't on talking terms with them. lol. then just now aishah had to come down for work. i was ofcourse already 95% gave up but just accompanied aishah. had to listen to some upper people to discuss our problems. end of the day, my spirit suddenly came back. i was like, okay i will go and face mom to seek approval, again. so before i type these out, i did.

shit ah. it was to no avail. dammit. i gathered all courage to talk to mom about this again and she dropped a bomb on me. she is so so so.... ugh lots of things in my mind right now. i didn't talk about this to dad again cos mom will influence dad. i am so sad right now lah. this calls for yet another awkward silence. dear folks, folks are suppose to support their child. i'm your child lah kay. alaahh i love you both lah still! but i don't like you right now.

2011-03-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

Goodbye Junior Year!

That was it. i am done with year 2. and whuuuut?! a year left?! that is too too fast. what's left now is to hope that i score well for the semester and hopefully, a better GPA. besides that, it will determine whether i can go to london. i don't think i have to take supp paper but nonetheless, i'll still hope supp paper won't get in my way. hehe.

yesssssaaaaahhhh! i'm now having a long break! so happaye and my mind's so free. i wanna shop, chill, meet-ups, chill, movies, exercise, chill, be a couch potato and...work( hopefully this time i will) and chill.

going tp tomorrow for london briefing! so excited.

2011-02-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

I am back to having bangs. but, i guess it does not suit me. my already round face is round-er! get me a wig pronto!

It's now the end of study week. i could say that it's not bad in the sense that i follow my study schedule. good job! somehow i kind of more motivated to study for these exams as ofcourse, UK is my motivation. hehehe. tomorrow's paper is company law. i've been studying it quite a lot considering i got a B for coursework. saded! best of luck to me tomorrow as well as for the other papers! c'mon. prove to me that my hard work pays off!

2011-02-22T22:46:00.001+08:00

No Strings Attached

yesterday, with Fitriah and Namirah

2011-02-20T23:05:00.002+08:00

Nineteen and I'm Just Like Me.

It's funny that i used to see 19-year-olds' as more adult-like than what i actually realised now. i'm still feelin seventeen. so am i gonna be affected that it's my last teen year? truthfully, i'm gettin that fact in my mind. i'll be like usual. living the days like normal. nothing is different, really. not until when i ponder about the number.

So i had the most chillest and lepak-est day ever on 17 February 2011. Woke up rather early like 8am. took the lappy and pinkbery on bed while hunting people to bring me out. unfortunately, they're all schooling. so it was just my lappy and me on the bed, till 3-ish pm. and i was still in the just-woke-up-state. haha terrible me. after the evening bathe, more chilling in front of the teevee while waiting for lil brother and parents to get home. mom came back with a cake while lil brother came back with my favourite bubble tea and surprised me with a huge 'fly-fly balloon'.

Oh. just on that day, i've decided never to have high hopes. seriously, that's what i dislike about myself. like what was i thinking, having high hopes when i'll only end up dissappointed most of the time.

Only yesterday night that i had a birthday dinner with the family. it was incomplete though. but we had a great time.

I am feeling happy right now. i am going to United Kingdom next month. thank you mom and dad! with the overwhelming happiness in me, i really gotta chill about it first and focus to revision for my exams. my plan for the week is, leave house early morning, go to coffee bean/library to study and go home at night. c'mon i gotta do score much better then i would feel that i deserve UK.

2011-02-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

Had Seoul Garden treat today!

Thank you Lovelies.

Germaine, Sarah, Shahirah, Cassandra and Jaspreet

2011-02-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

So. I saw your homies.

But you're no where.

2011-02-06T14:27:00.009+08:00

I have been living with blocked nose and cough for 6 days already. prolly the longest time i've been unwell cos i could say i don't fall sick often but when it hits me, it hits be rather bad. every night it's damn difficult to fall asleep with a blocked nose like i was worrying if i might forget to breath through my mouth when i fall asleep. if only i am in the shoes of those bunch, i'd prolly be feelin fine or be better.

so chinese new year break ain't long. really. i've been browsing much on Kate Spade rather than studying. my new craze is KATE SPADE! i want either one of these:

SO NAISEEEEEE!!!!

My birthday coming you know (eyebrows up-down-up-down).

2011-02-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

Greeting, February.

You arrived faster than i expected. But January reminded me to treat people the way they treat me. I believe that's one of my 2011 resolution. Anyhow, i feel that this month, i should meet people that i dearly miss. i miss a lot of people; wonder if they miss me too. LOL.

so yesterday night i was feelin pretty sick and when i woke up this morning, i'm having a really bad sore throat. even sallowing my own saliva is painful. it's burning like ugh damn uncomfortable lah. left home quite early in the morning to collect medicine at general hospital. then head down to drving centre for final theory test. so you know that to pass, you have to get 45/50. so while doing the test, i figured out which one i might be wrong and it exceeds 5 so i was so worried i would fail. but thank God, i passed! 49/50. hahaha. where's my confidence. so practical test is a huge step towards the goal. yet another 2011 resolution. wish me luck.

even now, at night, my throat is still as painfull.....

2011-01-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

I'm ditching aside school work for a lil while. i just have to get my mind off those brain-cells-killer.

Today is such a bad day. monday night at 8pm-3am, with a few minutes of break in between was spent mugging company law. hell yeah i did study hard for my company law quiz. so earlier this morning, i was actually prepared to score at least a pass. so while i was doing the quiz, i was pretty confident i was cut for a pass though it was real tough. i took my my time to check though it and not rush the quiz. doing diligently that is. then i clicked submit and BAM. totally unbelievable. no i didn't ace it. a total opposite instead. you might think oh it's just a 10% quiz and it is nothing. well it is something because it's my first ever fail. i'll be cool if i didn't study or i knew i didnt study hard for it but the fact is, i totally did mugg for it. i am so damn sad lah kay. whatmore i decided to toally spent the night dedicated to company law only and not accounting test which was on the same day too. can't you sense the frustration?! furthermore i overheard someone who got the same score as me but she freaking didn't study for it. i am dumb.

now that ruined my day already. at night was accounting test. the always-pms-biatch had to futher ruin my day. come on lah lecturer, can you chill and don't jump to conclusion. everyone in the lt might have misunderstood by your freakin perception. so only when i told you i'm nothing to what you're thinking, you went like "okay" accompanied with your attitude eyes. what the hell. i judge you with regards to other aspect too.

now i am in no mood to touch any books. let me just stare at the ceiling.

2011-01-11T23:29:00.004+08:00

11.01.11(i just had to type this! LOL)

I felt mentally crippled doing company law project without having a good company law textbook by my side. so i thought, shove those complicated principles aside; i'm gonna blog.

Last sunday was a decent family day. i definitely cherish time spent with family cos each of us are always dealing with our own commitments most of the time. well even though dad has work on sundays, at least he's back by 5-ish pm that sunday so we had time as a family at night. early morning(at 9am!), mom, elder brother and myself headed to starhub cos brother wanted to buy an iphone4. i didnt expect a long queue considering the fact that iphone4 was released like months ago. but there was. kuh-ray-zee people burning away their sunday morning to queue for iphone4. unfortunately it was out of stock. i think like...first 15 peeps in the queue got it and the rest, burn another morning by getting yourself there at 7am! muahaha. so that's what bro did the next morning and he owns one now.

Then we bought a galaxy tab. awesome gadget i tell you! being me who doesn't favour apple(i'm not weird), i definitely go for galaxy tab instead of an ipad. only when we reached home i realised that a purchase of a galaxy tab comes with super junior concert ticket worth of $211. awesome much. it was sold out so you can't purchase it from sistic anymore. damn i had no clue!

anyhow a dinner out with family ended my sunday well. two days ago, i went to redeem the ticket and got lost for 30 mins. i was so damn frustrated getting lost among skysrapers and the problems someone gives me ain't helping. i am upset with u brother.

WOKAYS back to company law project. blearghhhhhh.

2011-01-08T14:37:00.004+08:00

Hey.

After the unfortunate event last december, i actually did went shopping on thursday with what i saved since then. but i need to distress myself after recent problems. anyhow, shopping as usual, with neny. hehehe. it's unfortunate that nadiah can't join us but all's good. arab street is definitely a great shopping destination for unique, cute, pretty pretty stuffs. well haji lane prices can be a bomb but there are cool stuffs! one of the things i bought was a long lace cardigan which is so pretty. don't wanna quote price here. something to say on what i think...

"if u had spent on something that's pricey, don't regret.

make as full use of it instead.

you'll be good."

hope that helps you in any way. and, i won't forget my 2011 resolution.

Yesterday night ends the weekdays on a good note. after school,i headed back home to chill. i don't feel the vibe of my school's open houses anymore. so as ccn day. i know the reason.

that night, headed to simpang for dinner with my st john standard mates. some of us who signed on apparently quited. obviously i didn't sign on considering the fact that i don't have any interest since i joined it in secondary one. having myself survived the shits for 4 years was a huge achievement for me. experiences be it good or bad are precious though.

2011-01-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

Pardon Me

For I Have Caused Trouble

I wanna hide

Forgive & Forget, will you.

2011-01-05T01:21:00.002+08:00

I am stressed right now.

My printer is being a bitch. i really have to say that cos it really pissed me off. i have conveyancing tmr and i totally need the printer to help me print the stuffs. pronto! so i could revise and do the preparations tonight. unfortunately the printer decided to give me problems at this time. like, u wanna give me shit now?! I hate u. i am going to get you replaced tomorrow uh! tomorrow! huh.

hence i gotta get to school earlier tomorrow. hopefully the school printer cooperates with me. 1.45am now. i'm going to turn in soon. gotta maintain my shut-eye time.

2011-01-01T17:51:00.012+08:00

Whichever way u choose to celebrate the end of 2010, hopefully it was a blast. i know i did. at the best way that is.

Greeting, 1.1.11.

Happy 2011 to you! I realised i didn't regard my past resolutions as a serious deal. i've been expecting the unexpected with no goals beforehand. but for 2011, i am pretty much serious about resolutions. Here they are.

~ save money (i'm still gonna shop. but less often)
~ driving licence baybeh!
~ try wakeboarding(i've been wanting!)
~ dare myself with extra thrill, on the GX-5 Xtreme Swing(join me!)
~ treat others the way they treat me(don't make them a priority when i'm just an option to em)

All the best for your's! :)

2010-12-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

Wanie. Yan. Fat. Ayie

After a year, we had a date yesterday. at heartland, Tampines. with things like this, we're never awkward though we're primary school friends. we crapped like we used to and it's just like we're still kids with just older appearance. it's great, really. catching up on current, future as well as basically everyone we know back in QNPS. gooood ol' times. if i could choose a stage of life that i wanna return to, primary school years shall be my choice.

i'm going to school tomorrow and thursday. oh projects.

2010-12-27T01:07:00.003+08:00

Hey.

I didnt catch the lights at town but i did spend good time with loved ones. Went to the mosque on late friday night with neny's family; to visit brother there. he's there for a camp so i'm just like kaypo and see how he's doing. hehee. i actually do miss him since he was in sabah for 10 days and camp afterwhich. no one to be lame and argue with since he left. that night, i sleptover at neny's place. the ulu place, u can call it.

yesterday was brother's break camp. so neny and i went to the mosque again in our covered clothing and scarf to fetch our brothers. basically, i had fun with nadiah and neny. people watching(what i actually enjoy doing, heh) and we spotted a cute guy. which he was soon labelled by us as the 'bag guy'.

today was pretty much a family day. ikea shopping and simpang. my mama is a simpang-goer. no kidding! okay i wanna sleep early like now it's 1.30am. early lah okay! cos i am going to jog tomorrow morning(i better!)

2010-12-21T21:21:00.009+08:00

I MISS BLOGGING. i really do.
I wouldn't quit from blogging. prolly just abandon when i'm too busy or lazy.

There's so many things i wanna blog about but i'll just blog about recent ups and downs. have been spending much time with dear Neny. she's one of the some that i totally feel comfortable with. what do you excpect when the fact is, we grow up together. so how am i gonna spend my 2 weeks (ONLY) break? first week shall be the chillex-ing week while the second week shall be the projects week.

Last 2 days, i went shopping with mama. this is one of the moments that i have to cherish and be thankful for. shopping as a family is not a usual thing for me. and even if we do, town has never been the destination. tampines central and overseas are our family shopping destinations. hence i shop with friends and neny mostly using my own savings. so the other day i thought oh yeah mama's gonna pay for everything. but at the end of the day i realised i don't shop much. hahaha i don't get it but thankful still.

Went somerset with neny yesterday. she did some accounting revision. we bought mixed flavours of jelly beans and ones that we don't like, we just like puke? lol. you should never like popcorn flavour. we just think the taste don't fit to be a jelly bean. seriously. you should try if you want to and, puke afterwhich. we then went to new look cos i wanna shop and use my voucher. but something terribly horrible happened. mean mean rotten luck and i could continue with more unfavourable vocabs. a huge idiot stole my cash. i don't wish to elaborate here but bottomline, i lost my shopping cash that was specially set aside for my annual year end thing. hard earned savings sia dammit. now i have to get this in my mind. no end of 2010 shopping as a form of celebrating my savings. that's what i do every year end with part of my savings but this year is just unfortunate. bye ah.

2010-11-21T13:18:00.002+08:00

Hello.

This week has been quite a breeze actually. but now, panic mode is ON. i have been shoving aside whatever that's gotta do with school throughout this week. even now, my school's portal ain't working so i guess i can't do much yet.

Sleptover at granny's place during raya. i even had the time to drop by the nearest mall with cousin to shop. ermmmm i did something so so bad that i could die - oh i just have to type that in a vague manner cos i label that TOP SECRET! but i promise i will never ever ever and forever repeat it. period!

Friday till Sunday was spent at downtown east chalet. lots of arcade during the day. then bbq without marshmellows. why oh why did it even slipped out of all our minds?! that's bbq crime. 1am bowling for 2 hours was fun i guess? despite knowing how atrocious i am in bowling, but it's all for fun. and haven't you noticed that downtown has suddenly become a kind-of-safe place with lots of policemen catching those who look-like-one. numsayn.

2010-11-13T15:20:00.002+08:00

Cute babyface Utah boy is already in Singapore, again. DAVID ARCHULETA aye! Archie! HEHEHE.

He was here in april last year for an autograph session for his 1st album. what do you know. he's here again. for his second album this time. how awesome to think that about a year, tadaa another album. i was at the airport yesterday and while reading tweets, he tweeted he just arrived in SG. but i wasn't there to welcome him though. the fact that he is here just reminds me of what happened last year. wanna know bout it just checkout the april tab under 'reminisces'. i freaking shook his hand baybeh and awwed into his eyes and seriously serious, his eyes make the stars look like they're not shinin'!

so anyhow, the other time was like a mini concert cos he performed a few songs. i still have the vids of his performance in my lappy. hehehe. heard he's not gonna sing this time round. but still oh mayne, i feel like looking at him during his autograph session or better still if i could buy his album and then i'll definitely get myself another handshake. LOL.

2010-11-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

I was reading conveyancing law when a few minutes through it my mind started wandering off. u gotta agree with me. conveyancing is a boring, tons-of-words subject. i should have known anyway right. oh well, i'll strive.

Or i should make United Kingdom as my inspiration now. okay hopefully majority votes UK. but anyhow, keep myself reminded that i'll enjoy when junior year ends. while dealing with studies till march next year, i should be financially prepared for my trip. pity mom and dad for the high cost but no matter what, i must go and there's no second thought! hehehe. i should get a flexible part-time job and save up more of my pocket money to finance part of my trip.

I hope a new sweet chapter has begun.

2010-10-28T21:36:00.005+08:00

ahhhhhh. PERFECT!

Though the new semester started on monday, just now was my first lesson and it was world issues, my cds. first tutorial and i'd say that my tutor is fun. so are my classmates. hence eventhough there's no one from law and all are strangers from different schools, it's not that bad. hmmm for world issues, hopefully i'll score an A. high hopes huh. but my general knowledge is BAD. so how? gotta keep up with global and local news already.

2010-10-26T22:25:00.005+08:00

SUP CATS!

Last saturday we received a cat visitor, meow-ing at the door. we got excited yet still wonderin how'd it got up to the 10th floor. either by lif which is impossible laaa or by stairs which sure is a hike to them. then got to know that brother have been feeding this cat often. but he fed it at the void deck. no way it knows where exactly we live. since it travelled all the way up here, it got a lil feast from us then it just chilled outside. a few hours later, it wasn't anywhere at the corridor which means it has travelled back downstairs. again, how!

another cat visitor yesterday. we're having supper when we heard meows. initially we thought it was the neighbour's persian. but soon later we realised that persian cat doesn't meow cos it's a really shy cat. so the maid opened the door and a cat was there. a different cat. it got it's supper anyway. i guessed the earlier cat must've spread the word about my house giving food. we totally don't mind though! HEHEHE.

I'VE BEEN LONGING FOR A CAT SINCE I KNOW OF IT'S EXISTENCE! that long.

checkout these ADORABLE cats!

bet this one's beggin for mercy

ang-moh kittens siaaaa

awww-ness

again, awww-ness

cute

2010-10-23T17:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was an occupied day, leaving me feelin worn out by the end of the day. had a doctor appointment in the morning but it was delayed when i reached there. that made me wait for a few minutes. then i learnt that the doctor prescribed me with the right medicine but she informed me the wrong method to consume it. no wonder i have side effects. is that negligence, huh.

afterwhich accompanied fitri the whole afternoon. imma good friend. headed to nyp then to tanjong pagar as she had to settle stuffs. after that i decided to head home for a lil while to eat and chill. after washing up, dropped by a party shop to buy the huge bbq grill wire mesh thing. had an embarassing moment carrying that which seems like bigger than half my size, walking solo and taking buses to reach sarah's condo. i must have looked like an idiot, seriously. yeah i could have cabbed but i was saving the money for my cab fare home. anyhow had a good evening with the tp girls.

oh i feel so damn unlucky. having separated with them girls and ended in a class without any of them was way bad enough for me to not have a fruitful semester 2.1. fate worsen when i got to know of my new timetable which is so way off with them girls. this means i can't meet them during my free time and can't join them for gym sessions and whatnots during weekdays. believe me, now i am not looking forward to a new semester. i am ill-fated.

2010-10-21T23:33:00.005+08:00

What's Up.

In any case you haven't know bout the haze updates in singapore, it's in the unhealthy range already. grab a mask?

chillexed with fitri today. babe just got back from top list destination for koreanised peeps- Korea. headed to bugis to get her mom's birthday gifts then i brought her to checkout helix bridge. talking bout the weather, it's neither sunny nor rainy. it's all hazy. terrible haze. scenery was not at all beautiful. singapore has been so dull since the haze conquered the air you know. the haze came by like a grey paint and painted singapore into a dull colour. MacD picnic over there. bumped into ms sylvia, asking for directions. hehehehe. anyhow, i bought happy meal expecting it to make me feel happy. but nahhh. i totally forgot to ask for curry sauce. so i didn't enjoy eating my nuggets. and worse, i accidentally threw away my happy meal toy, mistook it for rubbish. dammit. the toy is so goooooood. HAPPY MEAL HAS GOTTA DO IT'S JOB.

back to the eastside to catch mantra. lesser than 20 peeps in the theatre. wasn't that scary though but storyline has a twist at the end so that prolly make the movie better, i suppose. afterwhich, home sweet home.

Oh! today i fall for a wedges heels! so gonna save ka-chings for it. and at the same time, i'm also eyeing a converse/fred perry sneaker. i need money! Sneakers and Wedges are me love.

2010-10-16T00:15:00.003+08:00

Cab driver just wanna be less bored.

aren't buses on roads?
they have to deal with traffic too right?
aren't buses and trains pack during peak hours?
don't buses and trains have to stop for passengers?
aren't speed camera an enemy but they exist no matter what?

I'll drive, still.

2010-10-14T15:31:00.002+08:00

I suck at bowling terribly. really really! i can ice-skate though. HEHEHE.

After donkey years, i finally had a day out with aini, aneey, ili and rasyiqah yesterday. awesome!went bowling and i told aneey i suck at bowling beforehand so like you know, prepare to see how atrocious i am. i have no ball sense. period!

the bowling ball went into the drain(is that what you call it?) like a lot of time. embarassing much? but heck, it was all for fun's sake! but i got 1 strike. woohooo! even so, i had an extra chance. afterwhich, had bk and we all ordered the same meal. sweet like that. lol. talked about a lot of stuffs till 7pm.

i want to go ice-skating. anyone?

2010-10-14T14:59:00.005+08:00

So finally bye bye to my twister fries curls hair. what was i thinking losing those natural and versatile hair that i can style in whatever way. as much as i love them curls, their condition was actually bad. frizzy and dry mane y'know. hence i decided to go for soft rebonding. anyhow the immediate aftermath of rebonding doesn't look good. it's so flat and ermmm does it makes my already so round face rounder? oh damn. but it'll look better after a week or so right?

2010-10-12T18:19:00.003+08:00

CONVERSE or FRED PERRY shoes???

2010-10-11T19:51:00.002+08:00

Today is 11/10/10.

Supposedly, today is my first day of work at c&k. i was right for having much confidence after the interview which went so smoothly cos they confirmed that i was shortlisted for the job a few days later. then i got all excited and eager for 11/10/10. waited and waited and waited for them to update me but even till yesterday no calls received from them. what the hell. cocked up management i'd say! i forgo other vacancies just for this since they confirmed my application. dammit dammit! wasted my time. WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS?! I'LL BE SO BORED.

2010-10-08T08:47:00.003+08:00

3 words describe the movie perfectly

2010-10-05T19:46:00.003+08:00

As quick as i snap fingers, there they are.

So last sunday i was busy travelling around, meeting strangers. basically, collecting all my won bids on ebay. aeropostale and victoria secret stuffs. i will not drop by ebay anytime soon cos a click might end up in a deal. kovan to farrer park for coffee bean break then to redhill and to bugis and finally home sweet home.

I AM ABOUT TO LOSE MY NATURAL CURLES AFTER REBONDING. omg is this a good decision??? i am still contemplating. i wish i am not a confused girl but that's my gifted talent. but really tell me soooooon what cha think!!!! your opinion will be greatly appreciated.

2010-10-02T21:15:00.004+08:00

I am feeling so worn out and my legs are fatigued. however, i just can't fall asleep. how frustrated. so here i am in front of the tv, blogging.

rise and shine at 7am this morning. left home at 8am to meet syaza. she's late which is nothing new. but i'm patient enough so i can sorta live with that. made our way to bedok to report for work. believe it or not, that was my first time working. hence earning my own kachings. feels good but the process of earning it was totally the opposite. anyhow, it's a one day job. so right now i'm back to unemployed status. haha. it was so tiring and the blazing hot weather ain't helping at all. putting all the tiring work as history and looking at the bright side, i'm gonna get my pay next monday. woohooo. shall use that to shop and finish spending it as quick as i snap my fingers. confirm sia. hehehe. i've actually won 3 bids on ebay worth a total of 70-ish dollars. seeee you can still shop by being home, accompanied by the power of internet. i'm collecting all my stuffs tomorrow!

right now i wish i have an accompany to watch this horror movie with me. ahh shucks i just remembered mama asked me to do typing for her. arghhhhh i'm dead tired. shall do it now.

2010-09-29T22:39:00.002+08:00

I've been on ebay lately. A good site that you never know what surprises it has. Most of them are pretty good deal so as bored as i am at home, i browse random things there and buy things which is not in my 'Wants' list.

So i went for another job interview today with Syaza. Being Syaza, she's never punctual. the interview was so chill, laid-back and joking kind. so awesome yet awkward. but all's good cos we got the job. adding on, it's a simple job and pays good. i'm excited to earn!

afterwhich, holla fitri to join us for lunch at CS. Syaza treated my light lunch for being late. awww yeah you should. HAHAHA. keep each other update and whatnots. and i just happened to wear my awesome osiris shoes just now and dropped my MIZ29 (if i'm not wrong about that shop name). it makes me go kray-zee for shoes. i want more and more and moreeee shoes. then the sales person there complimented my shoe. HAHA. it's nice i know right.

2010-09-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

Imma Princess

A Millionaire!

So the results for Sem 2.1 was released just now. in a word, SATISFIED. basically cos i don't have to sit for supp papers. awesome. but not as satisfied with my family law result. from an A for coursework grade, it terribly dropped down 3 grades to C+. like 3 friggin grades just tells that i must have done damn badly for the main exam. i even scored better in contract. unexpected cos i prefer family much more than dull contract. also i seemed to score better in non-law subjects, somehow. anyhow, my gpa improved so i'm goooood.

i was thinking. should i continue my french for the next sem or take world issues. i'd love to continue my french but i'm worried how tough it'll be. while i don't really know about current affairs or i don't take concern about it, how will i fair if i take world issue. imma conused girl and nothing's new.

oh great news. c&k called me up and i'm game for it! coooool.

2010-09-24T00:24:00.003+08:00

This week has been great. it's thursday already and prolly i'll stay put at home tomorrow. just chillin, movies, tee-vee and random stuffs. had an impromptu meet up with fitri and syaza just now. planned to go to the beach but every part in singapore was raining cats and dogs. it just had to be today huh. oh wells, gotta be thankful no matter what cos i do complain when it gets damn damn scorching hot. haha, human stuffs.

even till the point when we met, we had to brainstorm our destination. purpose was to chill outdoors, refraining from shopping malls. but since it's raining, we can't go outdoors. hence, defeating our purpose. we were such confused aimless girls. where can u chill in singapore, if it's raining? had lunch then we deicided to just board the train and see when we wanna alight. syaza suddenly gave the idea to chill at the airport and we're like okay yeah can. roamed around pretty aimless, still. the airport was sucha boring place and there's nothing we could do besides camwhoring. then syaza left us while fitri and i dropped by CS to do a lil shopping. back home, decided to follow mom for raya visting.

my THURSDAY. though it's bored cos of the rain, glad to chill out with fitri and syaza.

2010-09-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was an Awesome Monday.

so we did have FINE's and WADEVA's raya visitings cum a definitely good reunite day. my first stop was Shah's place. unfortunately i can't stay for pizza. then off to shab's place to meet the fine's and wadeva's. after which the rest of our houses in the usual order. hit 7 houses that day cos our houses ain't splattered far away. we even bought fireworks and played it like lil kids do. adding on, my heels or specifically, wedges, is never a killer. wedges rocks!

2010-09-17T11:04:00.002+08:00

I NEED A JOB. PRONTO!

It's either i've no experience or i can't communicate with only-chinese-speaking-people.
like puh-lease, can't they speak english when everyone is so expected to know how to speak english?!

HELP ME GET A JOB I'LL TREAT YOU. gooooood deal.

2010-09-13T19:36:00.002+08:00

Hey.

Do i miss blogging. in fact before this post, i intended to blog a lot of stuffs but time won't allow me to. but what's fo sure, this blog won't have a sudden death. it'll live. anyhow, i am glad that exams are finally over. though not as glad knowing that all 3 papers are tough.

i should change now. going more hari raya visiting soon. i need the legal tender. bye!

2010-08-26T00:05:00.002+08:00

Shall blog before i get the Zs'.

So i decided to dinner out with the poly clique on monday. i already know town is lacking of halal restaurants so prolly something like Orchard Feedback Form will do good. in the end, we settled at Fish & Co. for break fast. was my first time tryin Fish & Co and i'd say it's okay only.

Came tuesday, break fast outside again. at Marina Bay Sands this time. i never knew mbs is more than just a building. it's huge! anyhow, awesome view there. what more, fireworks though there's only small baby fireworks. still.

Oh i wanna say. every fasting month gives opportunity to meet up with friends especially so-long-never-meet friends. it's like more fun to meet cos we can break fast together. i'll see who else i wanna holla, let's break fast together-gether.

OHHHHH YAAA! i registered to be a private leaner already! haha just the first baby step towards the goal.

2010-08-23T10:50:00.004+08:00

Look at me peeling the shell of the prawn with full concentration and determination! using utensils samore. it's a success. as much as i love prawns, i am too lazy to peel the shells. so i'd always have to skip prawns unless kind hearted peeps will peel for me, which is usually the case. hehe though now i know how to peel them with utensils, i'd prolly break the record for the longest time. so yeah i guess i'm still depending on kind hearted peeps.

Today was planned to break fast with poly clique. i'm not fasting though. but anyhow, i am so not sure if i can get out of the house. having some allergic reactions on me since yesterday. still unknown of the cause. it happened a day after i fainted at a malaysia market. hahaha blame the unbearable weather! my eyes are swollen and it gave me triple eyelids now. freak lahh. i thought only panadol will give me allergy effects. hmm don't tell me there's more. so saddddd. i am still hoping that somehow a magical speedy recovery will happen to me within this few hours so i can meet the goood people later.

2010-08-14T23:57:00.006+08:00

Whats Up!

I've been under the weather since yesterday. having an annoying flu and a slight fever. i think flu and fever are inseparable brothers. somehow when i'm down with one of which, the other shall tag with its brother. fasting still have to go on. i'd rather fast now though i'm not feeling well rather than paying back the fast after the fasting month. seriously it's easier and the mood's there. hoping i'll get better real soon.

anyhow, i just came back from a so awesome day despite having a slight fever. i was so tired and sleepy on the way back and thought i could just knock out after a cold bath. unfortunately, i'm wide awake like nocturnals should. i'm not an extreme nocturnal by the way. considring others' extreme sleeping time. a fact about me just so you know, i'm allergic to panadol so my cure for fever is, i'd have a cold bath, get myself happy or even light exercises to perspire. exercising is like wierd much but it helps. our plan for the FINEs and WADEVAs to break fast together today was planned way before. even so, we only decided where we gonna break fast like 2 hours before break fast time. also, wany, aishah and put didnt get to join us oh wells.

before 7.16pm, we chilled around marina square and camwhored and it's where i lost my camera pouch. geeezzz...i am so careless these days! i better buy a new pouch before dad gets unhappy with my carelessness. the waiting was pretty much a killer. we're so damn hungry so we just had to camwhored and laughed like so hard. i so loved it cos i have not laughed so goooooood for loooooong! get a place at Swensens at 6 and more waiting still. i ordered a load of food for break fast which i shouldn't have! Fried Fish course meal, Banana Crumble and Merry Mint ice-cream. i was bloated and still am! maybe i could skip my pre-dawn meal. after a long 2 hour-ish at swensens, we're off to admire the fireworks but too bad we didn't catch the final fireworks.

Long post? TOLD YA I'M AWAKE SO I WAS BLABBERING. BYE GOOD PEOPLE!

2010-08-12T13:07:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I woke up at noon today. damn late but nothing to worry. i'm so glad the 1 month break is here! though i'd prefer to get busy with stuffs during the fasting month cos that'll make me feel that time flies fast. but anyhow, i like that i can chillax for a month. hmmm okay i'm well aware that the correct term of this break is 'study break'. i've got 3 exams next month. but no harm for me to shun my studies for this week at least right? hehe. then i hope procrastination won't get in my way thereafter.

Have you heard bout Leftfoot Bazaar? oh-am-gee! they have 40-70% off. if you are the peeps who asked me how many pairs do i have, if i'm not wrong i think 7? but i wanna get more kicks. i'm eyeing on sperry and converse clean. someone tag with me.

This is just a short post and my posts are up like rarely i know. but i don't know who reads anyway. like coool if anonymous reads it. can't wait to iftar with the Fines & Wadevas (established in 2005).

Have a blessed fasting month! :)

2010-08-03T00:13:00.004+08:00

Hey.

I've been totally busy these days. All plans for uploading pictures, blogging and other whatnots have not been done. For good at least. I really felt like 10 tonnes of weight was taken off my shoulders at 9am just now. I'm done with family law report, hoping for a B at least.

Well actually if you've been following my tweets last weekend, i believe it sounded like i'm enjoying that weekend. despite me knowing so much that i was supposed to be busy doing my report, i did take a time out. in fact, a lot of time out. i know my time management so i don't rush things last minute most of the time. and i do get sleep the night before any submissions. knowing peeps don't sleep on the night before submissions, it worries me. as if i have not complete what i thought i've completed. but i think it's just time management.

So because of fam, my family left me here while they spent the weekends over at KL. how sad i was, i'm actually feelin alright cos i enjoyed my weekends with peeps who were left here in SG too. Neny came over to sleep here. we watched fireworks on saturday. then i catched a midnight movie, The Crazies NC16, passing 3 underage peeps along. shhhhh!

anyhow, this week is the last week before study break. one friggin month of break. thanks YOG!

2010-07-13T23:30:00.004+08:00

The presence of my blog has slipped off my mind but, something brings me to blog.

these days, i've been a beezy-bee and ain't feeling great. I feel that right now, i'm in the phase of gloominess and sadness. I tried to remind myself that happiness will soon arrive but really, i've no idea how soon or maybe i've to wait long long.

but today really sucks. i never knew. a few days back, my class balloted for the assignment we had to do. i had mine and i thought, well mine's alright. so i did whatever required for today's class. but shit happened.

here's it. we had to re-ballot the assignment because of some cock-ups in our previous ballot. how unfortunate of me to get a different question than what i initially had. to add on, it's like the question that everyone is refraining from as it's like the toughest. bloody hell. but again, prolly i understand the fact that we have to re-ballot and i just have to accept my rotten luck. so i thought the blame of this shit just have to fall to the still-unknown inconsiderate peeps in my class. never imagined there's peeps like that around me who wouldn't abide by the balloting rules, causing innocent peeps to be affected. and again, the class rep should be firm unlike mine who seriously not fit to be one. God pays them accordingly. now i've to hunt for a new precedent contract on agency. why is it that i found other areas except for mine.

G was tryna clear the air by saying oh it's easy to find a precedent contract so this re-ballot doesn't matter. dammit i don't mind if i get others except for agency please. not forgetting, G's never punctual, what more early, for classes. what happened to class time is students time? she should be shot with some time management in her.

I've ranted some out. shall not continue.

2010-06-22T11:53:00.008+08:00

Brisbane, Australia

I'll just blog in point forms alright. Or it'll be way too long.

- Gold Coast: 11/06/2010 - 17/06/2010
- movie marathon in flight
- weather: winter w/o snow
- BJ Kadir was the tour guide, heh
- day 1: Paradise Farm
- finally met koala bears; cutest animal on earth!
- i carried and cuddled it like a bear, be jealous
- day 2: Dreamworld
- day 3: Moieworld
- day 4: Seaworld
- roller coasters with loops and twisters are INHUMAN
- somehow, the inhuman it is, the awesome it is!
- for the record, dad accidentally had his first and well, last, roller coaster ride
- day 5: Harbour Town
- shopped like shiokness; shoes, flip flop, top, jeans, bags....bla bla bla
- flight back was unpleasant thanks to babies and kids

Pictures do more talkings right? check out Fb when i've uploaded em'.

2010-06-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

I'LL BE OUTTA TOWN.

SOMEWHERE THAT'S HAVING WINTER.

I'LL HAVE FUN.

U CAN E-MAIL ME.

2010-06-10T20:04:00.006+08:00

That was yesterday. I'd say it was a well spent day eventhough some shit happened. headed to school's library in the morning to lend a contract book. not surprising that there were actually lots of peeps despite the break. then, went starhub to get some bb problems fixed. afterwhich, impromptu meet up with Neny at town cos i wanna lend her jacket for winter. decided to stay with her till late since i've tons of time. so we did some schoolwork first. and since we're together, we shopped for some stuffs. nothing new! oh and i lost my favourite F21 ring at the washroom. i bet it's super nice that someone took it away and i can't find it when i went back. damn you lah! chilled at night over at starbucks and continued our schoolwork. how unfortunate. my standard drink did not taste as heavenly as usual. oh well, it's still yummy.

As ya'll already know, The Karate Kid was released today. As much as so many kiasu peeps who wanna catch it today, i'm also looking forward to it. met the movie go-ers . Unfortunately, both CS and TM tickets were like sold out. booo! we watched Prince Of Persia instead. initially i thought it's gonna be a boring movie. turns out, it's not as bad. only thing, it's a lil fake and too much fighting.

Gotta be at the airport in a while. Lil bro's coming back from Japan.

2010-06-04T22:43:00.003+08:00

Ended both tests yesterday and the short break is finally here. Nonetheless as teachers, they don't seem like they want us to enjoy the break. There's 2 ongoing projects which are due when school's back. ridiculous for a word like break. wadevs, i'm gonna enjoy this break baybeh!

after yesterday's test, we're off to vivocity. had Barcelos for lunch. try em chickens! shiok i tell you. after which, shopping. great singapore sale is awesome. i bought an elegant looking coat from m)phosis. i'm ecstatic with the discount cos it's such a great snatch! home sweet home by 6.30. that early. but i was totally worn out that i slept before midnight, so not me.

well currently, i'm blogshopping. waiting to send lil bro to the airport later at 12.30am. He's going to japan and suddenly i'm craving for sushi. God i'm damn envy! i never had the chance to go on an overseas school trip. dammit right. Mr Cartoon better make the law trip on september happen. and make sure it's amazing UK! heheee.

2010-05-27T22:09:00.004+08:00

Sat for my cds test just now and i'm pretty confident i'll pass it though i couldn't say i'd score a good grade. anyhow, i feel the urge to blog since i'm done with a test. haha. keeping in mind, i've accounting and mbs tests next week. geez it sounds as yucky as the subject. i'm so friggin bad at accounting and i seriously need help real soon. know what? i think i prefer a maths than business accounting. as for mbs, i've no idea how to describe how bad i am at it, as i totally have no knowledge about it. THAT bad.

oh someone really made me piss off today. it's been days that she's acting that dumb state. despite being ignored for the past few days, somehow i can't explain why i'm still being kind as to acknowledge her just now. oh crap it was as if i was acknowledging the air. at that moment, i made myself seemed like a dork. her expression was beyond what i could explain in words here. oh it almost slipped my mind that she's actually a year older than i am yet her childish self obviously shows. your bad! downright confusion. we did no wrong, that's fo' sure. wee~~

so i was gonna blog about last saturday when i realised i was venting my anger. heheee. last saturday was MayDay and it was awesome. mama got four free tickets to escape or www. we choosed to go escape to save the trouble of bathing and such. mama don't wanna go so i holler them peeps. if it wasn't for the free tix, i wouldn't even think of going to escape as i don't picture a theme park to be like that. numsayn? we would rather go universal studios don't you agree? if only the free tix was to the latter. brighter note, something is in for me next month.

shall upload 2 albums in fb which have been on hold. then i shall mugg mugg mugg.

2010-05-21T23:35:00.003+08:00

Bye Bye ALICE. you've wasted enough of my time. i'm aware i can't control you well and know absolutely nuts about you. so don't ever come to me and you shall be history forever. just so you know, you mean nothing to me and my future.

2010-05-20T23:06:00.004+08:00

I thought i can only use some time on my weekend to blog. but here i am. i've been flipping pages to pages but my mind's not in the active mode yet. it's before midnight so that explains. oh well, since i cant't focus on my work right now, why not blog. i bet it's gonna turn out into one random post.

without realising, mid-sem tests are approaching in 2 weeks time. i can't know exactly when i'm gonna start revising for it. maybe on a lighter note, there's only 2 subjects for mid-sem. both are business subjects. with family law pbl still ongoing, i'd definitely put major focus on it first. also, the deadline is nearing real soon. by the way, the law graduation ceremony was just now. as usual, i'd drop by ilaw before french class. so was wondering why ilaw was super noisy when i noticed the ex year 3s were chillin there while waiting for their ceremony. no doubt they're like one funny bunch. tell me why their batch is so exciting? they definitely bring fun to ilaw though i'm like doing my own stuffs at a corner and have nothing to do with them. Desmond was there, and some eye-candies that i remembered looking forward to pop in ilaw just to get em candies. heheee. no more of that, i can concentrate more when i'm in ilaw.

Check out this cat!

we stared for like a few good minutes

damn, the fur is what i love

I WANT A PERSIAN CAT

2010-05-17T23:00:00.003+08:00

Despite an issue that spoilt my monday morning, dad's still on my side. top of that, i'm overjoyed that i left my house at 8.45am for my 9am class! no crowded bus and whatnots. thanks to dad who sent me.

somehow, i felt great about last weekend though i faced some hitch i believe. maybe it's because i spent time with my awesome cousins, that their awesome-ness is possible to shoo the unhappiness away. on friday night, both neny and shafiqah's parents as well as mine went to kl and shafiqah came for a sleepover at my crib. that same night, neny made an impromptu decision to come all the way from the westside to the eastside to lend my high-cut kick and well, to kill time since she's alone at home.

left my crib at 11-ish to fetch her at tampines central. chilled at starbuks and we enjoyed the night ambience, walking back to my crib. i've always wanna walk out at night. don't you love the cooling wind and the close-to-bare streets? if only there's a sea of stars in the sky, it'll be perfect. so i was like taking the opportunity to enjoy the night out. don't tall my mama. home by 1am and shafiqah was still awake. camwhored and stuffs.

with my comfy bed, neny fell asleep. my attempt to make her sleep till morning was a failure. fyi, she had school on saturday morning yet she's still at my crib till 3-ish am. whatmore, she lives at the other side of SG. okay so her friend got me to wake her and hence, he fetched her back. shafiqah and me dozed off at 4-ish am.

i'll upload pictures on fb when i've the time alright. which i can't foresee it coming anytime soon.

2010-05-07T23:59:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps.
So it's the end of week 3. i bet ya'll feelin the pressure already. like what do you expect?

a few days back, an announcement was made that family and contract pbl are to be of the same group. hmm... i'd keep my comments to myself alright. i've been tryna be extra hardworking. hehe. ensuring that i do revision and such everyday. accounting wasn't easy. maybe if i took poa it would be a help. i find some accounting words(if you know what i mean) are like jargons. nonetheless, i believe with more revision and practice, i'd be able to handle it. french has been interesting. though it gets tougher, i like it still. i realised that i've been murmuring random words like numbers and short sentences that i could remember. it happens out of the blue. haha and then i'd go like why the hell am i talking it.

that's basically how i'm rollin with school so far.

anyhow on moday, i'm not granted to have the labour day off. no biggy since i ended school as early as 10am every monday. after school, met neny for loads of catch up and chillin. impressively, we didn't shop. kudos! we can never not shop if we're together but somehow we managed not to shop our wants. eventhough we didn't spend on stuffs, when we're together, we have good food. this time, it's swensens. yeah mayne! i don't mind forking out for yummy foods. you should too, once in a while.

today was CCN day. the day before, i planned to check out every school but ditched the plan when the crowd is like what u see at orchard during christmas eve. and it's defeaning i tell you. 3 for $1 and whatnots. no matter what, i like CCN day. after morning lecture, chilled at ilaw and i went case hunting. bleargh. afterwhich, watched sanam's hidden talent which ain't hidden anymore. lol. she and her group put up a fab performance. after lunch, watched sleeq's performance and they just had to rush off. there's D too. haha. he who can be found in ilaw with year 3 eye-candies. no more of em.

2010-04-26T23:17:00.006+08:00

Don't you just hate peak hours and super slow-poke traffic?

After long, i've to face yet the same 9am class problem. though i've only 9am class on monday, still, it doesn't give a good kick to my new week. hence i realised despite having the school a few stops away, there's actually a disadvantage to it. the bus wouldn't even stop since it's already packed by the time it reaches my stop. the next option for me is an xpress bus that cruelly eats up lots of value. even that, there's still vultures who're willing to board it. as if they have another option anyhow. and the worst option has gotta be cab that comes with heavy trafffic and peak hour charge which i'd only sacrifice if i couldn't depend on the xpress.

oh mayne i can go on whining bout this! hehe. enough of the monday blues alright.

so thank God i'm not late today, woohoo! by 10am, that's bout it. i ended school that friggin early. while waiting for the others to end class, printed more stuffs at ilaw. jeez i've been totally spamming school printer's ink. no doubt about killing tress! afterwhich, went to CS for prata brunch. since G still wouldn't wanna watch Shutter Island, we just chilled at TM. bought my 2010 planner! i'm organised with my stuffs so a planner is a must.

'09 planner>'10 planner

planned to use this new sandal for school but i actually wear flip-flop everyday

and i thought it would match my school bag unfortunately it's quite off. another reason

i think my pencil case is cool. it's sewn lorr!

2010-04-24T10:36:00.005+08:00

The worst situation unfortunately hit me. i see no reason for the change of class when we're all in the same course and studying the same thing. right? though our clique were seperated, some still got at least one of us who're gonna go another year being classmates. unlike me so it totally sucks. i've met my classmates and they're like strangers. at least can i have an orientation?

So week 1 has passed. it's the slacking week since we don't have to attend most tutorials. anyhow, the subjects i'm taking this semester are:

- family law
- contract law
- basics of entrepreneurship
- business accounting
- managing business systems
- apel
- french

yes, i'm learning french. it's interesting and cool ya know. if you're wondering why french, it's because i wanna learn a foreign language, basically for fun. and can i go paris then? heheeee. i guess that's all for now. wish me luck for this Junior Year!

2010-04-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

In this koreanised generation, more and more peeps have been koreanised. it's like a spell that's spreading like zoooom! even my friend which i never thought would get in this whole crazy over korean pop stars, eventually did. but no i've not been koreanised, yet. hehe. what i love is only korean shows. i've been watching quite a lot of korean movies and dramas when boredom strikes. so every show i'd pick out one eye candy for me. haha. like bum bum in bof and shin woo in you are beautiful.

actually this post is ubber random. so, come back soon and thanks for dropping by though i can't be confident that there's readers.

2010-04-12T19:02:00.004+08:00

Yesterday mom's friend sent me home. that friend that i dislike. that friend that i would avoid yet mama are gettin close with her. not only me. others are refraining her. we see her as danger. but mama kept that side of her aside. doesn't she mind even a bit? how can she never mind considering the fact that people are actually _____ of her. since mom is my mom, what can i possibly do? i just gotta act nice and wear a smile. but in heart it's no deny that i'm like oh mayne! it's her yet again. that friend doesn't have many who would acknowledge her. i hate it when mama's with her. as i observe, she ain't like the sort that would get that rotten luck. so perhaps it's really just a mishap that's fate to fall on her. nonetheless, i'd still keep her at arm's length. well definitely those who avoid her must have known the incident. the incident that sure gave her all stares, all gossips and all avoidance.

2010-04-10T00:32:00.003+08:00

HILARIOUS!

2010-04-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

Shopping Day

oh am gee! i hate my TOO fat cheeks leyy :(

2010-04-07T23:47:00.005+08:00

TIOMAN GETAWAY if only you have time for this long story

Day 1
As early as 5am, we got a maxi cab to send us to beach road. we joined five stars coach for our short trip to tioman. i thought we would take the double deck bus fitted with comfortable big seats and tv or games. unfortunately we got a single deck bus which was awfully uncomfortable. serious shit. it was my first time going malaysia on a coach and i was expecting something good. oh wells. bus jouney was a long 3.5 hours bumpy roller coaster ride. not good i tell you. that gave me a throbbing head. so after alighting, the journey's not ended. another 2 friggin hours of ferry ride. i tried hard to get a shut-eye throughout the ferry ride as i'm a sea-sick person. that helps. so it was a bad 5-ish hours journey that gave me body ache, head ache and leg cramps.

alright putting aside the complaints, i finally reached tioman island. i love the sea. checked in to our connecting rooms and chilled a bit. in the evening, the bros' and me hit the beach which was just ouside of our unit. the beach is awesome awesome awesome! super clean and clear. hehe. while playing in the water, we met a fish. and then a group of fishes. damn we freaked out. after long, we were doing good meeting the fishes. well we better be brave for snorkeling. had dinner at night and it's well known.....for it's slow poke service. no kidding! we waited for an hour or so.

Day 2
After breakfast, the highlight of our trip - snorkeling. our first time. we met bigger fishes and definitely tons of em since it's in the middle of the sea. initially i was frightened. not because of the super deep sea but because i was worried i might forget to breathe through the mouth and not the nose. haha! really that's my problem since i'm not scared to face the fishes already. got used to it soon and it was amazing. swim around the sea with the bros'. i met dory. i was hoping i could meet nemo though. hehe. also, there's a huge jellyfish and divers checkin out the whatever plants deep down. maybe the bad point was only beacuse the current was strong. just a few seconds i was drifted quite a distance away. much strength to swim forward just don't make much move -.- anyhow, i managed to grab i few fishes!

evening was beach, meeting fishes and collecting cool shaped corals. at night, yet another long wait dinner and this time, the stall went blackout for a few minutes. could it get any worst?

Day 3
Though we gotta check out at 11am, we still seize the beach. meeting fishes and trapping small kind of shore fishes. yet another killer ride home.

so like my trip was so the FISH.

some shots. credit: dad's canon video cam, bro's canon dslr and my cam

checkout the mega gigantic aquarium i say!

2010-03-31T22:21:00.005+08:00

Hey Earthlings.

I've been such a couch potato this break. tv and movies one after another, accompanied by snacks. mama realised where all the snacks go? it's depleting rapidly because of me. hehe. then just what happen to my plan of jogging regularly during the break? total failure. i wonder if i am still a sporty person like how i used to back in those secondary days. bet my stamina has gone way down.

but now i think i'm doing alright living the mundane break. i mean i would surely wish for break when the new semester gets hectic. human. besides, i've plans for the next two weeks. and also, familia and i gonna be outta town this weekend. i can't wait. unfortunately, there's no camera in this house. damn. if only lil fag didn't lost the camera. i'm waiting for dad to get home to ehem, ask him to buy a camera. since there's an IT fair tomorrow. another thing i need is a simple mp3. since 2 days ago, my bb's sound system is close to mute. sigh i need to head down to starhub tomorrow.

what?! in an hour, HELLO APRIL!

2010-03-24T23:45:00.004+08:00

Yesterday we went overseas. no, not really. though it's true like over the seas. lame comes with boredom ya know. anyhow we celebrated Jaspreet's belated 18th over at sentosa. she had her bbq at costa sands resort.

met 4 of em at 2pm then we train-ed to vivo. ditched the plan of getting the free b&j cone as 3 of us were lazy to join the damn long queue. we decided to catch a movie instead. that's what we four do. cathing new movies. so this time it was lovely bones.

after buying her presents, 4 of us headed to sentosa island and thank God we found the resort cos none of us been there before. while waiting for cass, we got quite a good view of the peeps who were surfing in the wave house. like so fun. btw, one of the things-i-want-to-do in life is to surf. muahaha. but i don't see me accomplishing it.

jas and her friends were already bbq-ing and whatnots when we entered. sarah, germ, shah and myself didn't stay long. about 10pm, the cab was already waiting for us at the lobby. so yeah we cabbed from sentosa to each of our houses. life's great but the pain's in the pocket.

for today, i went to PP. somehow, had a misunderstanding issue with the swenson's manager. oh btw, he kept saying polyclinic instead of polytechnic so i was laughing without showing. haha. i don't really give a damn actually but the manager decided to give me a free ice-cream cone. hell yeah mayne cos i've never tried the ice-cream cone from swensens. despite the chilly weather, i enjoyed my ice-cream.

so how am i gonna spend my 3-ish weeks before year 2?
TIME TO KILL TIME!
that's no murder

2010-03-22T23:23:00.005+08:00

Hello people who care to drop by here. this post gonna be long mind you.

Daytime was like other mundane daytime. so i was looking forward to dinner with my dear SJAB standard. left my crib about 6pm and met naseerah. afterwhich, we took bus 10 but we're unsure when to alight. we were suppose to go astons for dinner. we never know it exist. alhamdulillah we're not lost. by the appearance of the restaurant, we doubt it is halal certified. so we take a look at the menu which was at the door. frigg, it serves pork chop. muahaha. turns out astons not halal. confident vivian said it is halal.

waited for vivian and si min then we went to PP's pastamania instead. geez i'm sick of pasta already. not long, amy and qi hui joined us. the food was kinda bad. unlike usual. they served me al funghi when i ordered alfredo. boo! the mushrooms weren't cooked properly. double boo! this time i didn't spam the cheese cos they changed their cheese and i definitely prefer the old one. tripple boo! we talked bout sjab stuffs and life. the hell days are good memories.

after dinner, the chinese girls wanna drink over at qi hui's house. so they were about to buy wines but couldn't as they're not legal. muahahaha. the legal among us are only naseerah and me, malays. heh so i showed my card. wines for em duhh!

naseerah and me headed home while the others went for their drink. the cab driver was talkative and we're tired to layan his convo.

anyhow, today's shots not with me yet. nonetheless presenting my beloved standard.

oh mayne i was so dark sia. hehe. i say each of us are survivors cos we managed to get through all shit and hell days. we brought along with us awesome memories.

2010-03-19T23:32:00.011+08:00

Today's weather is damn shiok and everyone will just prefer to goof-off time in bed. nonetheless, i went out today. i'm bored of staying home for a whole day. that's right, somehow i'd feel lethargic if i stay home and basically just be in front of my lappy. not forgetting, i tend to eat a lot when i'm bored. lazing and eat throughout is so bad. whatmore i'm already one lazy arse and haven't exercise for weeks. damn.

Anyhow, today my lil bro is one lucky kid who got a treat from his sister. it was just a random treat. fetched him after his friday prayer and off we went to swensens. reminds me of i'm SO going to Swensens. hehe. didn't know that the journey would take us like 45mins. haizzz.

me: what free flow drinks do you serve?
waitress: coke..spark..worm...and *some wierd word*
me: spark? ...sprite?
waitress: sprak
me: *guessing, whatever. i know you mean it to be sprite*
me: so you have coke, sprite and..?
waitress: worm..and *some wierd word*
me: what? worm? worm?!
waitress: worm
bro: what else?
waitress: *some wierd word*
bro: coconut?! * he heard the word sounds like coconut*
me: huh what worm? and coconut?
waitress: coke..spark..worm..*some wierd word*
me: nevermind. we'll have sprite
bro: ahhh yahh

besides that, today something happened and it portrayed me like some...okay i don't know how to describe it. i feel such a dork. WTH laaaa.

2010-03-18T22:31:00.005+08:00

I just got home from dinner at simpang. mum's favourite place it is. when there's no dinner at home, she would persuade the family to go simpang. and only simpang. i would prefer we go to various places though.

Anyhow, today i walked out, solo, with some aims in mind. first stop to New Look at 313@somerset just to redeem a free headband. yeah. all the way just for a headband. tell me i've tons of time. well besides that i also wanna check out New Look stuffs. so the headband's up there, the shot. flipping through the seventeen magazine, guess that's how it's supposed to be worn? but it makes my head like a mushroom. i like the colour though. gold. so if you're a seventeen reader, grab april's issue and head to New Look to redeem the free gift.

Second stop, to dhoby ghaut. it was pouring by then and me who dislike bringing an umbrella can't go to plaza singapura. somehow a group of office ladies were like "oh man! how to get to plaza sing?" and good thing i eavesdropped. one of em know there's an underpass to plaza sing. so i tailed em. shit how noob izyan is. afterwhich, home sweet home.

I love my dad who brings me up as a daddy's girl. HAHA!

2010-03-11T23:23:00.004+08:00

tomorrow is friday
tomorrow is 12 march 2010
hey mom's birthday
oh HEY results will be released
oh-am-gee
my mind's mostly on the latter
guess it'll be out in the morning
via text
wait do they know my new no
have i informed em
heck if not i'll just check the web
i am gettin the jitters
in fact since the past few days
hope i dont fail any
or sup shall follow
no way
3.0 is the aim
that's 0.2 above the before
oh pretty please
why am i pressing 'enter' after a phrase
i think it irritates you heh
shall watch a movie
before i catch the z's
shall wait for the text
no, the TEXT

2010-03-06T12:37:00.014+08:00

what's good FRESHIE.

to the Supreme Court

presentation day

outings

kind souls long journey to the west

so we're ethnic

know what. 100% attendence for all subjects. that's just tooooo awesome. i shall have some flaws to it next year. heheeee.

2010-02-28T23:26:00.006+08:00

Hey!

my break is here. MY BREAK IS HERE ayeee! best! just thinking that it's really here makes me feel so elated. like duhh i was hussling with school. geez, hopefully i can cut my aim. along with that, pray that sup won't wreck my hols. so i was thinking about having a post on my freshman year. soon prolly? so anyhow....

Friday.
After the last paper, we had lunch at popeye. it was my first time trying popeye food by the way. then we catched Dear John, the so touching story that's possible to make me tear if i were to immerse myself so deeply. back that night, i was chillexing cos i have no business with school already. went to simpang for supper with aneey and ili. not surprsing for it to be packed. so much so that they had problems with serving their overwhelming customers. we even had a worker who decided to update us regularly till we got what we ordered. reached home close to 1am. ili sent us home and appreciate that a lot!

Saturday.

Neny and myself were not suppose to shop. but with us together, we defeated. also with 313, we can't help it but to give in to our wants. we bought some accessories only anyway. hang out at town and spent the evening at mcCafe for our double choco! at night, neny had an invitation to a bbq at pasir ris beach. so she asked me along and why not. considering that i am a free person now. basically, neny's friends are total strangers. they are a great bunch though.

Sunday.
Part of the what-to-do list during a break includes clearing the messy study table and the rest of the room. done that. in the evening, i went swimming with bro since he also wanna swim. i totally realise that my stamina sucks. just a few laps and my arms and legs were already fatigued. another to-do during break, exercise in retun for the no time to exercise during school days.

2010-02-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

Yes i am now officially legal.

But come to think of it, i guess it doesn't make much difference. neither buying cigga nor clubbing ever cross my mind. even if i do go shisha, i would firstly be given an unwelcome look as i don't appear like i'm legal for it. but anyway i will go no more.

What appeals to me are M18 movies and driving. in early february, i told mom that i wanna get a driving licence. followed by a few days later, mom gave me the driving handbook. so that's the green light yo. but so much of my desirous to drive, i actually have no plans as to when i'm gonna start the whatever required stuffs i have to do to own one. besides these, what's good?

So yesterday was just like other days. i did what we students are suppose to do during the study week. i was rooted to my study corner and constructing tort mindmaps. how sad. at least i'm not home for the whole of my day. at night, went dinner at Secret Recipe with the family. oh that was my first time at Secret Recipe.

Today, constructing mindmaps yet again. i'm already sick of mindmaps, no kidding. besides that, spent my thursday mingling with my bold, downloading more apps. and now i'm down with a flu. side effects when you turn 18. no no, prolly that's for me. so what usually comes after the flu? fever. please. i don't want the latter.

I have yet to cut my brownie cake.