On 17th June 2011, i felt so down. way way down. I believe i could make it and was confident bout by guts but it turned out that my guts cheated on me. I was damn dissapointed with myself for i have let myself down and definitely daddy felt sad for me (even if he acted all okay). Daddy still supports me and encourage me to go for IT. Thanks daddy. I didn't make it a public news or something huge. But those closed ones will know bout it. And i'm thankful for their encouragement. well, some of em somehow gotta know bout IT and dammit, they're not helping that's why i choose not to tell em. InsyaAllah, the next time round, there will be good news to share!
now about SIP. freak. i'm getting so worried by the day. believe it, that till date, i have sent out 19 applications. only 3 replied me. and i have not secure a place yet! is that ridiculous or whut. i dont get why that i sucked at things that has relation to work. no doubt! and come on, i'm hardworking okay! i definitely am suitable! haizzzzz....can a law firm just hire me pronto!
So yesterday was Father's Day. Just like Dad's birthday, the two brothers aren't home. pfffffffttttt. Dad had work yesterday(yes, sunday) and he came back home in the evening. At night, the brothers aren't home and mama was busy with her work. Dad made an impromptu decision to bring me out to ikea. hehehe he knows that i like to walk-walk-see-see at ikea. so it was just dad and me night out. we didn't plan to buy anything. but dad decided to buy me 1 of those executive chair. and i'm sitting like a boss on that chair right now. hehehe. besides that, we got ourselves a few other stuffs from ikea. back home, mama was like why do you buy her a chair...she already has one. hahaha yeah now mama wanna feel like a boss on that chair too.
Ayah & his Princess
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