tell me bout it

My initial plan is to blog about someone. but ughhhh mum just had to break my train of thoughts and destroys my mood. now my annoyed mood doesn't go along with my initial plan. haizzzzzz...shall do about that other times then.

well today, i was pretty much lost during mloct lesson. not like i wasn't lost for other mloct lessons but just now was really confusing. someone's attitude makes me perceive that she choose not to return my favour to her. sadded. haizzzzzz see why i don't 100% believe in "treating others the way you want to be treated". but i do practice it. idkkkk...i am just....kind like that! whenever mloct lessons ended, i feel freedom gushing in. hahaha. i felt great that after having a terrible mloct lesson, i had a movie date with the movie-goers. we watched bridesmaid! awesome and it made up my unpleasant morning. so all's pretty fine. basically, that's bout my wednesday.

oh! we're still cold with each other. c'mon mayne, you are the obvious appropriate person to chill the situation. when are you gonna take a step forward huh? SERIOUSLY??!!!!

i am an emo kid. i can totally feel it in me. i choose to doubt it so hard but i personally know that it's overwhelming. see it's hard to deny and lie to myself. but no matter what, i fail to portray it. i appear all cool.....just so i could SURVIVE.