tell me bout it

at work

Have been working for 12 days. working alone tests me to be independent. i'm his paralegal, secretary, receptionist, accountant and even cleaner (i have to clear the office waste bins everyday and even vacuum once a week. geez i don't even vacuum my home lorr). i'm so occupied at work. always multi-tasking and trying hard not to be blur. i get annoyed everytime the phone rings. and at some unfortunate times, 2 phone lines happen to ring at the same time and it's damn annoying when i'm trying to rush one call to get to the other line. the lawyer being the boss, is always not in. and this does not mean party time. there are a few camera recently installed in my small office space. haizzzz i still don't see the reason as to why the office needs cameras. it's just me and him. further, the door already has a coding system. i'm always being recorded. hmm that's pretty uncomfortable. among all the things i do, the most hatred thing has got to be efs. i do understand its convenience but i'm not really trained to do efs and if filing isn't approved, it might cost quite a lot. following that, he might just cut my pay.

Okay let's look at the brighter and positive side of my work. being expected to be familiar with all the case files and everything, i've learnt a lot already. i'm not a genius hence i find it overwhelming to be handling all the files and the office matters. anyhow, the lawyer is approachable (not like my expectation is high after my previous terrible experience).

But it had been just 12 days of work, yet i am already having negative thoughts. i don't find the motivation to work. i am already dreading to work. i am looking forward to weekends. i am looking forward to end august! i have to constantly remind myself that all this is good, i will learn a lot, i need money and work will not make me feel bored. Izyan can do this!

Enough about work now. moving on to my university updates. flights booked! yay! hotels, not yet. i am suppose to book the hotels by tonight. damn you procrastination. there's actually a whole lot of things yet to be done! haizzz the cons.

my primary school friends!
really hope that our huge 2012 year-end plan gonna be an awesome reality!