Just got back from a job interview. Interviews are always so nerve-wrecking! Id say it didnt go well. I just couldnt calm myself down and i tend to talk too much and i guess i interrupted his talk untill he acknowledged it. Wooopsie. What a start. Dammit. When i am quiet and listen to whatever a person is saying i was told that i am too quiet. When i talked too much and be cheerful i was told that i should keep quiet and listen. Bosses. I hope bossess dont think they are always right. Afterall we are human beings. Doood you were once at my place and dont tell me you have never been nervous. Interviewers should just understand interviewees are nervous. some are good at hiding their nervousness. some arent. and the interview was all about me and nothing much about the firm itself. well unlike my previous boss, he was good to tell me more about the work the firm deals with. but alright i could understand because i guess he was in a rush for another meeting but at least u could tell me that. and man his expectation is high like fireworks. keep telling me how awesome his previous a level intern was. and did i sense a mock there when he found i did o levels and diploma and not a levels and that he thought i did foundation instead of going straight to first year degree? whaaaat. and dont bosses check their emails?????? i should have printed out my resume had i known that he didnt see it. what are emails with attachements for. anyway, now i am way more nervous for the first day of work. important thing, i need to remind myself to keep calm. dont talk a lot. focus. focus. focus. think through! InsyaAllah i will do good in this internship!
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